Crystal meth (meth) is the common name for crystal methamphetamine, a strong and highly addictive drug that affects the central nervous system. Has many street names, Tina, ice, glass… it’s a popular party drug. Usually, users smoke crystal meth with a small glass pipe, but they may also swallow it, snort it, or inject it into a vein. People say they have a quick rush of euphoria shortly after using it. But it’s highly dangerous. http://www.my12stepstore.com/Crystal-Meth-Anonymous-Crystal-Clear-CMA.html
The powerful rush people get from using meth causes many to get hooked right from the start. When it’s used, a chemical called dopamine floods the parts of the brain that regulate feelings of pleasure. Users also feel confident and energetic. A user can become addicted quickly and soon finds he or she will do anything to have the rush again. As one continues to use the drug, you build up a tolerance. That means a need for higher doses to get the same high. The higher the dose, the higher the risks. http://www.my12stepstore.com/Nartcotics-Anonymous-Living-Clean-Book.html
Writer and columnist of The Share, Paulo Murillo, asked a few clean and sober folks with various lengths of clean time to share about their experiences with crystal meth. They agreed to share in hopes it helps someone. http://www.my12stepstore.com/product2560.html
ULTIMATE FREEDOM Crystal meth became my everything quickly. I put the drug in front of my family and everything I loved about myself went completely by the wayside. I just lived to use.
The scariest part about crystal for me were the audio and visual hallucinations. That is the main reason I stopped using. The drug is all consuming and the consequences were homelessness, insanity, psychosis and hospitalization. You are depriving your body of all the basic needs—sleep, food, water, and eventually you end up psychotic. Crystal is a liar. It tells you are going to connect with people, sexually, intimately, or otherwise, but the exact opposite happens. It was very isolating and any sexual connection was completely devoid of intimacy.
Being clean is the ultimate freedom. Crystal does not run my life anymore. I get to actually be there for others, the isolation is over and peace of mind has returned.” —Mike Bealor, clean & sober since November 7, 2013. http://www.my12stepstore.com/Quitting-Meth-Workbook.html
SENSE OF SELF I did meth, but I mostly abused Adderall, which is a legalized form of meth. I did it to stay up all night and to seemingly have fun, but it got to a point where I wouldn’t know where I was, or how I got there. I would lose all sense of self. It made me paranoid, anxious and angry. I don’t recommend people doing crystal meth because of how it affects you physically. It’s very bad for your health, especially for people who like to go to the gym and invest time on their bodies. http://www.my12stepstore.com/Abused-Boys-Wounded-Men-Workbook.html
Today, I can have fun sober and still be a part of. I love that I can wake up the next day and remember what happened the night before. I can get to work and not walk around wondering what happened to my clothes. You don’t have to do drugs to party. Saying no is an option and that is an option that I take every day.” —Armando Melendez, clean & sober since July 4, 2014. http://www.my12stepstore.com/product2388.html
http://www.my12stepstore.com/Gay-Men-And-Substance-Abuse-Alcoholics-Anonymous-Narcotics-Anonymous.html OFF THE STREETS I was 21 when I first did crystal. I met a cute guy that I really liked. I was only going to do it one time, but that one time turned into almost 20 years of addiction. http://www.my12stepstore.com/Answers-In-The-Heart.html
It was kind of fun in the beginning because I was able to stay up all night, but in the end, that stopped working. I’d be tired, depressed and paranoid. I thought people were trying to kill me. A couple of times, I wanted to jump out of windows. I called the ambulance on myself because I thought I was dying numerous times. I also thought my family had turned against me. I was making bad decisions. None of it was good. I felt alone. http://www.my12stepstore.com/Heroin-2nd-Edition.html
Today, I feel like I’m one of the lucky ones, because there are plenty of people who don’t get to recover from their addiction to meth. I’m close to my family, I’m off the streets, and I have a job that allows me to pay my bills. Things are starting to interest me again. I have a lot of people on my side. I’m grateful for my life today. I no longer feel alone.” —Brandon Dehart, clean & sober since August 26, 2016.
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